my tiny virtual pigsty…

ive just accidentally deleted my last post. bugger me. sorry, but since i got all i wanted off my chest, i woudnt give a bantha’s hoot about retyping it again. in fact, i might just blabber about something new altogether. hahaahaha. i hate to type this, but mas-1 has helium in their heads. too much overreaction over their success in the latest WCG. in actual fact, the winners are the champions, and they’ve got only 1 - starcraft. warcraft was won by paul yan (as usual), john rambo was dissapointed with 3rd in starcraft, but hey, dude, who’s got more belts under him? =D, ck won the nfs part of the WCG, impact netzzzz won dota, nigel won fifa, and was real nervous before he went up on stage, but did an excellent job of playing france! and last but always the most watched, most admired, most important game in the whole of the WCG history, CS(in source edition) was won by fmj.whitebox. so where are all the mas-1 people whom they were shouting and rooting for? this shows that playing the game by feilding the largest army isnt always the winning way. hahahaha

anyways. its back to work for me tomorrow and i hope to reattach my daily life trailer to my roadster on the road of life again. darn it feels so boring typing that. but hey let me add some spice = i miss her. =( the other day i bought a can of black bear for her….but i dont know when i would utilise it. hahaha…im not sure. but what im sure of is that i do need some lovin…but not too serious ones at the moment. for i am not capable of raising 3 kids and a family at this point in my life =.=" (kids and family are different, you know, kids are your kids, and family is the whole works, including in-laws, if you have, preferably not bwahahaha)

probably im doing what ive told ned not to do = im thinking too much. after all ive havent kept in touch with her for quite a while already due to these hectic past weeks ive been in, its near impossible for me to cram someone into my shcedules of work, train, game, eat, sleep, drive, practise, exercise, family, friends, ta kei, torrents, and well of course, blogging (in actual fact, i could, but then again, i would be much more miserabler in the end. which isnt good for a relationship, if you’re starting one) damn. i cussed too much these few days. my face was black last saturday morning, nearly threw my keyboard at the monitor, too stressed up by a nobody who thinks he’s somebody but in actual fact is despised by mostbodys. i-am-hell!!!!! i could change my nick to that…hehehe. beats having an abbreviation of my own name as a lame nick *sigh*

gonna play toca race driver 2 now before i go to sleeep. ja-neh! (or dungeon siege 2 for that matter? or XIII? or cs:s? man, im spoilt for choice, which is what i would like to have if i were to go out and actively look for a ‘partner’)

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